Deployment vs. The Bed: Random Tuesday Thoughts

Originally I thought that it was the deployment that was giving me sleepless nights....now I'm more apt to believe it's the mattress. 

I go to bed,..I'm TIRED. I haven't slept well, since...well...months ago. I assume I'll be able to drift off to sleep automatically, but... I CAN'T get comfortable!! It's driving me insane! I toss and turn and flip-flop all over the bed. I move from my pillow to Jeremy's pillow. I flip my pillows. I turn the fan so it's blowing directly on me. NOTHING WORKS! 

Normally, (pre-deployment) when I change the sheets, I sleep like a coma patient. But now, even changing the sheets does nothing for me. I still can't get my brain to turn off and I can't get comfortable. hahaha

I'm tempted to throw the mattress off the front porch and just buy a new one. It's gotta be the mattress. are you sure?

I'm stronger than this deployment. right....

It's the mattress and that's what I'm telling Jeremy when he sees the bill....

I HATE YOU DEPLOYMENT!  
great...now you're crying....

Stupid mattress! Mind your own business!
nah nah nah nah boo boo....

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